I think people are slowly realizing how hard it is to get rid of me unless you say something directly to my face.

I am loyal to a fault. Get used to it, or kick me out. But please, spare leading me on and getting my feelings hurt. Just say it and get it over with.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.

Ok, so what I don't get is why you're so fucking condescending towards me. What I do with my life, and the decisions I make along the way effect you in NO way, so I would appreciate it if you weren't constantly walking behind me raining on everything that happens in my life.

I'm not perfect, I know this, and I know I make some pretty big mistakes; but constantly pointing them all out to me does absolutely nothing for my self-esteem. Besides, you're one to talk. I'm doing a lot better in my life than you are, so it'd be nice if you directed your attitude somewhere else and stop making me want to rip your throat out whenever we talk to each other.

And I'd appreciate if you'd stop talking about me behind my back (there should be a "SamJ Backbiting Club", srsly).

Thanks :D
~Sammy-Joe

I'm not a whore. And I'd appreciate it if you'd refrain from saying such things about me. It's not nice. It's not even true. Stop it and grow up.

Thank you.
~Sammy-Joe

Me: [bitching about someone on WoW that's pissing me off right now]
Chris: Yeah, well he's used to solving problems over a video game.

Oh Snap. I had no words after that... other than: ZING!

~Sammy-Joe

I know what you're thinking. That I'm just using him. That I'm using him to get over being hurt. That I want to hurt him as much as I've been hurt just because I can.

Well you're wrong.

The funny thing about it, though, is I could care less. And so could he. He knows your games because I've already told him. I told him a long time ago, because I now know exactly what you are, and who you pretend to be. It helps that he never really liked you much in the first place.

Also, you're infecting people around you. It kinda sucks because I lost a really good friend because of you. A friend that evidently wasn't really that great who can turn their back on me in a second's notice. Not that it matters, because I have much better friends now and I won't pretend to need you ever again.

And you! What I can't believe about you, is that you can sit there preaching what you do, and turn around to do the same exact thing to someone you claim to care about. Do what you say you want others to do, and stop complaining to those who's business it really isn't about. Say what you need to say, you cowardly chicken shit.

This is YOUR problem, not mine, so do something about it.

♥ Sammy-Joe
P.S. It'd be nice to get your head out of your ass while you're at it, too.

I wonder how my life would be had I never met you... And I don't think it's would be any worse off. It certainly isn't any better.

The impression you've made in my life (though we've had some wonderful times, and some absolutely dreadful) hasn't had any lasting effects on me in the slightest.

And as much as I'd like to pretend it would be nice to have you around (especially during times like these) I still realize, in my heart of hearts, that you're a nothing, and you deserve none of my time, attention, or energy.

I can't say I'm sorry about this, because you were and still are toxic. I should have seen through you from the beginning, but I chose to naively believe the better in you, time and time again. That is my mistake, and I've grown and learned from it.

I will never forget you, but I will never actively remember you, either.
~Sammy-Joe