I wish there really was a Time Warp I could jump into.

I promised my neighbor I'd help her with her game, and then ron has me working a 10 hour shift on Tuesday, a 12 hour shift on Wednesday, I couldn't leave the store until 6pm at the earliest on Thursday which puts me right at raid time, and now today I gotta be at my mom's house soon to do yard work so I won't be around.

I feel like a real let-down but there wasn't anything I could have done about it.

*sigh*
~Sammy-Joe

I think people are slowly realizing how hard it is to get rid of me unless you say something directly to my face.

I am loyal to a fault. Get used to it, or kick me out. But please, spare leading me on and getting my feelings hurt. Just say it and get it over with.

I don't know how much more of this I can take.

I wish I were easier to love.

I'm losing you and it's effortless...

SamJ = Bad Friend.

You only want me when you're drunk.

R.I.P. Mrs. Savage
You will truly be missed.

~Sammy-Joe

This won't break your heart
But I just think it could
Cause I haven't tried as hard as I should
To separate you from everything I do
But I would never want to come between us two

( This song got me every time I heard it when it was brand new... )

I'll keep your memory vague
So you won't feel bad about me
I'll say the things that you said
Sometimes so it reminds me
[repeat 1x]

I'll keep your memory vague, So you won't feel bad about me
(Where in the world have you gone now? )
I'll say the things that you said, Sometimes so it reminds me
(Where in the world have you gone now? )
[repeat 1x]

- Finger Eleven

I found my wedding ring. Seriously, I'm in love.

Tanzanite and Diamond Ring

Too bad Tanzanite is precious and about to go rare (the one and only mine they're found in is about to go dry) which means something like this is about to cost $15,000+ and it's only 3.3 carats.

I want to cry. x.x
~Sammy-Joe

Wow, I got a call a little while ago from work.

Eugene, who I'm sure I've talked about at some point, was taken away from the BigA by ambulance at around 2:30pm today. His hands were going numb, his mouth was dry, and was in a daze, kept saying "I don't feel well" and finally collapsed.

Everyone put your thoughts and prayers out to him. He has a wife, two children, and no health insurance. I hope to hear more soon, but as it stands, nobody knows anything about what happened and what condition he's in right now.

I can only hope for the best.
~Sammy-Joe

My Heart. She is broken.

I left.

And when I came back, nobody was here with me.

I miss life.

Whoever did that to me last night should feel ashamed for yourself. :\

Mostly because of that poor poor lady....
but also, I was asleep
and you never told me who you were.

Sad I am.

Mostly 'cause you never told me who you were.

Upset.
~Sammy-Joe

P.S. Now's your chance. *nudge*

Wow. This just... isn't real...

This is HORRIBLE HORRIBLE INCREDIBLY HORRIBLE news. :(

Please. Nobody click that link if you are easily depressed or just don't want to be depressed today. It is very sad. I don't say this to peak your interest, just to warn you. I know some of you might be having a good day and don't want to be "brought down". I know the feeling. So, don't click.

( Read more... )

Sorry for the heartbreaking news. :( Hope everyone is in good health tonight.
~Sammy-Joe

Megan,

The only reason why I never left was because of you. And now you've left.

I can't tell you how much that hurts me. And I really resent you for that.

Your Friend,
Sammy-Joe

P.S. Thanks for responding and being a friend to me back.

Today's going to be a LONG day.





I can just feel it.






~Sammy-Joe

TO MY SO CALLED FRIENDS,

Where do you guys get off being mad at me because I don't call?! Shouldn't I be mad at you for not calling me?! EVER!!!

It's not like you call me and I never call you back. Because I have NEVER EVER done that to you!

Am I just that SHITTY of a friend that you don't feel the need to keep in touch with me at all? To comment to anything I say, to be a FRIEND to me? How about a simple EMAIL. Oh yeah? We've forgotten how to EMAIL someone now, have we?

MY EMAIL IS Sra33thousand [at] gmail [dot] com!!! NO MORE EXCUSES!

Are we just, ya know, not friends anymore, or something?

WHAT... THE... HELL!!!

~Sammy-Joe

KYLE, GWEN, AND JOHN

Boy do I feel bad. I'm so sorry I forgot about our Euchre thing. :*( And I was definately looking forward to it too. I know how hard it was to put the first one together, so I know I can't ask for us to get together again, but I still feel REALLY REALLY BAD.

I miss you guys too... :(

~Sammy-Joe

I got the greatest compliment and the biggest guilt trip in one converastion with my Theatre teacher.

She said, (because I don't have a photographic memory) ~"Your monolouge was brilliant! I loved it! It was the best characterization I've seen yet, you really played your character well. I gave you full points... I just wish you would have presented it last week..."

See, I skipped school last week to go out and vote. I really could have voted before class, and still made it in time to present my monolouge... ::hangs head:: my lazy and procrastic nature got to me. Actually, it's still getting to me. Today's Friday and I'm supposed to be out getting a job at the Olive Garden but it's Friday!!! Busiest day of the week... I'll have to wait until 2 to go, when they're at their down time.

But yeah, skipped last week, and this week she made it available to those who wanted to do over their monolouge for more points, or do their first time on their monolouge for partial credit. I got 35/50. Then my monolouge was two weeks late, and she debated whether giving me 6 or 8/10. She ended on 8. Then my charictarization sheet was a week late and I recieved a 5/10 on that. My grade took a big hit.

I don't give a shit about my grades, though, honestly. I love acting and was just as disappointed in myself as she was disappointed in me. ::hangs head:: But that is reminding me that I have a skit to memorize by next week, and I'm not going to let Geoff down. He's my partner. I'm breaking up with him. I'm this real flake too, and quite a bitch. It'll be fun to play that role! :-D

Right now, time to get on sitting on my lazy ass, making all the wrong decisions.
~Sammy-Joe